Paul Kilzer posted: Lying in his bed, Jerome awoke with a start. Sitting up he noticed a huge man sitting at the foot of his bed; The man's odor overwhelmed Jerome. "Ahhh, you are awake. I have brought a cart for you." Looking where the fat man's arm was pointing, Jerome saw an old Mission-style wagon lashed to a mule standing at the foot of the bed he has been assigned in the Fairview Recovery Center. "How did you get in here?" "The same way we will leave. It is time to go." "Whaddoya mean, man, I came here to get better. I gotta stay here for a while." "It is too late for that, amigo, look behind you." Jerome turned and looked. He saw himself lying in the bed, perfectly still. "Oh. Okay. Where we goin'?" "You are a strong man Jerome, I would have had to use this on a lesser man," he said pointing to the number 19 canvas headsack hanging >from his belt. "Yeah, yeah. Where are we going?" Jerome asked as he walked to the cart. "It's time to join your old friends." The cart was a simple affair, a platform mounted on an axle with two wheels. Uprights and a rail circled the platform and two poles emerged >from under the platform, stretching forward to be lashed to the mule's sides. The whole cart was painted a bright sky blue. A blue awning was mounted on poles above the platform. All the upright poles were festooned with blue crepe paper streamers and flowers were wired everywhere. Begonias, magnolias and roses covered every inch of the cart that wasn't wrapped in streamers, and even some that were. As Jerome climbed into the cart he asked the fat man, "Who?" "Too many to count," the large one replied. "One named PigPen, a young man named Dijereedoo, a long hair named Kieth, the list is long." The large man took the the rope bridle of the mule in his hand and started walking. Walking in circles, the fat one lead the mule. As they passed through the walls of the recovery center they rose into the air, each turn of the spiral farther from the ground. As they rose higher Jerome felt his spirits lifting and his worries falling away. Jerome looked forward to seeing to the friends he had been missing all these years. R.I.P. Jerome John Garcia 1942-1995 "The Blue Cart Awaits Us All."